OKAY....this will be brief because im desperately behind on college work. Everything is weird...nuff said.....
(too short?)
ok well to start with er emotion-wise my minds in turmoil at the moment and....shit meteor shower BRB
*goes offline*
Sunday, 13 December 2009
Tuesday, 17 November 2009
I'm out of money!!!!
yeah the title speaks for itself...i am currently in that situation NO teen wants to be in. My money has run out which means its back to square one. Also it doesnt help im making a new bank account as well. I am not liking this at all =(
whatever i'm also kind behind on coursework mainly in media & art graphics but its fixable =) so everything is "meh" at the moment but not anything drastic.
Yeah this won't be a long blog i really CBA and i have to do my media. But one interesting thing thats happened recently is that some people on my college bus think i have a thing for this girl called "Cally". Long story short we're friends but i don;t have a thing for her. Main reason being i don't is because im not interested in relationships but another reason is she has a BF. dont get me wrong she isn't bad looking but she's not my type lol.
whatever....ciao
whatever i'm also kind behind on coursework mainly in media & art graphics but its fixable =) so everything is "meh" at the moment but not anything drastic.
Yeah this won't be a long blog i really CBA and i have to do my media. But one interesting thing thats happened recently is that some people on my college bus think i have a thing for this girl called "Cally". Long story short we're friends but i don;t have a thing for her. Main reason being i don't is because im not interested in relationships but another reason is she has a BF. dont get me wrong she isn't bad looking but she's not my type lol.
whatever....ciao
Tuesday, 3 November 2009
this is called an "update"
goddamn its been a while since i made one of these....*cracks knuckles and begins*
well to start with i've finally managed to settle down into a single predominant group of friends instead of bouncing between groups like a football on speed, seriously it got annoying switching all the time. However i am somewhat thrown into an interesting dilemma at college ( well technically 2 but seeing as its the same type of problem i figured i'd break it down ).
basically i'm friends with 2 people who hate each other and this is with 2 separate occasions (sorta).
A friend of mine (Tim) doesn't like a guy called Liam who has the same feeling but i like them both (AS FRIENDS!!!!....jesus people i'm not gay) so yeah thats a problem. There is the same problem but on an even bigger scale with my (dunno whether to say bezzie yet...what do you think kayla?) friend kayla and her EX...but i won't go in to that, HAHA you thought i would explain it didn't you, you nosy fuckers >_>.
Moving on college work is surprisingly up to spec (sorta) but nothing major is wrong at the moment. I am short on money and i need to buy several things (EMA provides but hell i gotta buy a bus pass beforehand....fucking cheap college i have needs too and they're NOT porn related >__>) but more important stuff coming up is christmas time (which means presents to give..) and i'm planning on buying rockband 2 and a guitar again (which in total is £45 so not TOO bad) and there's new year and i need to buy YET ANOTHER E-string and other stuff as such and JESUS CHRIST I DON'T SHUT UP!!!
Something important that happened to me is i finally told my mother to leave me alone and get out of my life....It was a hard thing to say but she deserves it after all the stuff she has done and will do to mess up my life. Whether or not she listens is her lookout but i warned her so MEH.
Today wasn't a fun day though i got soaked =[
the reason is i went kaylas house (she had her room done up all swish and i was curious) and it looks pretty sick (in a good way)....I'm jealous because my room looks like someone let off a bomb in there >_> However it was all for a good cause as i needed to buy alcohol for bonfire night...let the fireworks ROLL!
thoughts on adulthood :
yeah now that i have really thought about it becoming 18 has really changed my life alot. I think i should be a more serious person now however i can still have my fun from time to time. Its really weird to think though that all my friends are technically still "kids" and i'm an adult. Those sorts of things really mess your mind up (the sorta mindfuck you get when you sniff up about 3 paintpens then smoke a whole cannabis plant and go round looking like a panda all day). Even though i'm an adult i still get depressing style thoughts from time to time but most of the time i live with it. Hopefully i'm not gonna have another episode like i did a couple of years back when i was seriously contemplating killing myself. But thats all done and its the past ( and my philosophy is to forget the past because it can't really help you for the future ).
Damn thats some rant i did....i'm really starting to turn into the feminist that rachel said she reckoned i was (in other words....NEVER SHUTTING UP!!!)
well to start with i've finally managed to settle down into a single predominant group of friends instead of bouncing between groups like a football on speed, seriously it got annoying switching all the time. However i am somewhat thrown into an interesting dilemma at college ( well technically 2 but seeing as its the same type of problem i figured i'd break it down ).
basically i'm friends with 2 people who hate each other and this is with 2 separate occasions (sorta).
A friend of mine (Tim) doesn't like a guy called Liam who has the same feeling but i like them both (AS FRIENDS!!!!....jesus people i'm not gay) so yeah thats a problem. There is the same problem but on an even bigger scale with my (dunno whether to say bezzie yet...what do you think kayla?) friend kayla and her EX...but i won't go in to that, HAHA you thought i would explain it didn't you, you nosy fuckers >_>.
Moving on college work is surprisingly up to spec (sorta) but nothing major is wrong at the moment. I am short on money and i need to buy several things (EMA provides but hell i gotta buy a bus pass beforehand....fucking cheap college i have needs too and they're NOT porn related >__>) but more important stuff coming up is christmas time (which means presents to give..) and i'm planning on buying rockband 2 and a guitar again (which in total is £45 so not TOO bad) and there's new year and i need to buy YET ANOTHER E-string and other stuff as such and JESUS CHRIST I DON'T SHUT UP!!!
Something important that happened to me is i finally told my mother to leave me alone and get out of my life....It was a hard thing to say but she deserves it after all the stuff she has done and will do to mess up my life. Whether or not she listens is her lookout but i warned her so MEH.
Today wasn't a fun day though i got soaked =[
the reason is i went kaylas house (she had her room done up all swish and i was curious) and it looks pretty sick (in a good way)....I'm jealous because my room looks like someone let off a bomb in there >_> However it was all for a good cause as i needed to buy alcohol for bonfire night...let the fireworks ROLL!
thoughts on adulthood :
yeah now that i have really thought about it becoming 18 has really changed my life alot. I think i should be a more serious person now however i can still have my fun from time to time. Its really weird to think though that all my friends are technically still "kids" and i'm an adult. Those sorts of things really mess your mind up (the sorta mindfuck you get when you sniff up about 3 paintpens then smoke a whole cannabis plant and go round looking like a panda all day). Even though i'm an adult i still get depressing style thoughts from time to time but most of the time i live with it. Hopefully i'm not gonna have another episode like i did a couple of years back when i was seriously contemplating killing myself. But thats all done and its the past ( and my philosophy is to forget the past because it can't really help you for the future ).
Damn thats some rant i did....i'm really starting to turn into the feminist that rachel said she reckoned i was (in other words....NEVER SHUTTING UP!!!)
Monday, 5 October 2009
holy great googa mooga been a long time
wow i haven't been on here in a while haha. alot has happened since i last blogged (some good some inevitable) and its best to log it down i suppose.
well firstly last Wednesday was my B-day and i finally reached the milestone of 18 years old...and it took long enough too. i didn't really do that much because i had college but we and the family went to the pub (traditional 18th b-day thing) and just messed around til my dads new girlfriend showed up (i don't like her) and pretty much ruined the evening but hey what can you do lol. on the plus side i got £350 overall which is going on a guitar & amp which i will talk about in a sec. also it feels AWESOME to be able to legally buy alcohol!!
on a different note (the inevitable one) it seems me and a certain friend may be parting ways soon but we'll see how things unravel, we certainly won't be like before i had feelings for her (which have now gone and have been for like over a week which i'm happy about) because we had a major argument which i won't go on about. but Meh thats life and yeah.
now onto my guitar...i believe its a type of an epiphone les paul which is a very respectable guitar so i'm getting a good deal. i intend to learn the guitar properly and plan to put alot of work into it so i can become a decent player. But i won't be going into a band because i get stage fright (yeah i know i'm a coward but who cares ^_^)
other stuffs include parties and other stuff ( including some really weird discussions with friends recently...one about how when girls burp why don't flowers, perfume and pretty sounds fly out of their mouth?) And another thing is that Dom guy in my chemistry still won't take the hint and belt up....i seriously think i'm going to bundle him outside class one day and superglue his mouth shut and stick Gaffa tape over it, then kick him in the balls (just for laughs)...
but anyway yeah ciao
well firstly last Wednesday was my B-day and i finally reached the milestone of 18 years old...and it took long enough too. i didn't really do that much because i had college but we and the family went to the pub (traditional 18th b-day thing) and just messed around til my dads new girlfriend showed up (i don't like her) and pretty much ruined the evening but hey what can you do lol. on the plus side i got £350 overall which is going on a guitar & amp which i will talk about in a sec. also it feels AWESOME to be able to legally buy alcohol!!
on a different note (the inevitable one) it seems me and a certain friend may be parting ways soon but we'll see how things unravel, we certainly won't be like before i had feelings for her (which have now gone and have been for like over a week which i'm happy about) because we had a major argument which i won't go on about. but Meh thats life and yeah.
now onto my guitar...i believe its a type of an epiphone les paul which is a very respectable guitar so i'm getting a good deal. i intend to learn the guitar properly and plan to put alot of work into it so i can become a decent player. But i won't be going into a band because i get stage fright (yeah i know i'm a coward but who cares ^_^)
other stuffs include parties and other stuff ( including some really weird discussions with friends recently...one about how when girls burp why don't flowers, perfume and pretty sounds fly out of their mouth?) And another thing is that Dom guy in my chemistry still won't take the hint and belt up....i seriously think i'm going to bundle him outside class one day and superglue his mouth shut and stick Gaffa tape over it, then kick him in the balls (just for laughs)...
but anyway yeah ciao
Wednesday, 23 September 2009
today has been HORRIBLE!!!
wow i fully actually hated today it was a complete pisstake. First i end up losing my lie-in because some guy had to top up our oil.I mean i can understand why thats urgent but still at 8AM??? I DO like my sleep so yeah i didnt enjoy that.
Then on the bus journey up to college i had some tramp on the bus behind me :
*goes into bitch mode*
Its not the fact that he smelled bad or the fact that he was acting weird.Its the fact he was SHOUTING INTO HIS GODDAMN PHONE!!!! literally it was like he didnt even know how to use the damn thing properly. and it didnt help he was talking like a retarded 6 year old who wanted some candy but wasnt getting his way. It almost got to the point where i snatched his phone, threw it out the window and shouted to the guys idiotic face "SHUT UP!!! OK!??! we don't want to know about your daily life so stop shouting into your damn phone....it doesnt really help you look & smell like you just crawled out of a badgers ass!"
thankfully he wasnt on the bus for the whole journey....
*bitch mode off*
And it turns out that bus journey was a waste of time anyway because i get to college only to find out my lesson had been cancelled for the day.....yeah great a 2 hour bus journey sitting near the spak of the year for nothing. It doesnt help when i went to find my tutor group they had mysteriously vanished too.
Also i went into Truro (local city) to meet up with some friends to watch a film called district 9 (which was a brilliant film btw i recommend it) and just before the film i check my bank balance and its all gone.....nada....niet....non..........."seriously? what the fucking hell where has my money gone you pikey bank!".
after the film i decided to get the bus home but to get to where i live i have to transfer to another bus......which i missed. so i was stuck like 5 miles from home and i needed to get to tesco quick to get a photo taken. thankfully my dad gave me a lift which wasnt so bad. Final thing is that i go to tesco and i had to get my photo taken in one of those photo booths.....i REALLY hate those booths. My hate is a culmination of 2 THINGS :
* the fact that no matter how you take the photo you cannot look good in it....its genuinely impossible to look good in a photo booth and even if you look halfway decent in the photo the machine fucks up the printing. its like it WANTS to make you look like you've been headbutting a meat grinder.....yeah thanks machine remind me to smash you in next time i need a photo taken.
*the other reason is the announcer for the photo booth. when you go in you want to look inconspicuous but no....the announcer is all like "YOU HAVE 3 ATTEMPTS TO TAKE THE PHOTO" blah blah. i'm literally here thinking "i'm having my photo taken...i'm not fucking deaf at a football game halfway across the pitch from you. way to make me look like a complete twat infront of the store" as was the case because when i got out the whole store was looking at me.....i hate that *_*
so the moral of the blog today is NEVER USE PHOTO BOOTHS!! they secretly have a vendetta against you and are determined to make you look like a plastic without her war paint on (in other words....fucking gross)
Then on the bus journey up to college i had some tramp on the bus behind me :
*goes into bitch mode*
Its not the fact that he smelled bad or the fact that he was acting weird.Its the fact he was SHOUTING INTO HIS GODDAMN PHONE!!!! literally it was like he didnt even know how to use the damn thing properly. and it didnt help he was talking like a retarded 6 year old who wanted some candy but wasnt getting his way. It almost got to the point where i snatched his phone, threw it out the window and shouted to the guys idiotic face "SHUT UP!!! OK!??! we don't want to know about your daily life so stop shouting into your damn phone....it doesnt really help you look & smell like you just crawled out of a badgers ass!"
thankfully he wasnt on the bus for the whole journey....
*bitch mode off*
And it turns out that bus journey was a waste of time anyway because i get to college only to find out my lesson had been cancelled for the day.....yeah great a 2 hour bus journey sitting near the spak of the year for nothing. It doesnt help when i went to find my tutor group they had mysteriously vanished too.
Also i went into Truro (local city) to meet up with some friends to watch a film called district 9 (which was a brilliant film btw i recommend it) and just before the film i check my bank balance and its all gone.....nada....niet....non..........."seriously? what the fucking hell where has my money gone you pikey bank!".
after the film i decided to get the bus home but to get to where i live i have to transfer to another bus......which i missed. so i was stuck like 5 miles from home and i needed to get to tesco quick to get a photo taken. thankfully my dad gave me a lift which wasnt so bad. Final thing is that i go to tesco and i had to get my photo taken in one of those photo booths.....i REALLY hate those booths. My hate is a culmination of 2 THINGS :
* the fact that no matter how you take the photo you cannot look good in it....its genuinely impossible to look good in a photo booth and even if you look halfway decent in the photo the machine fucks up the printing. its like it WANTS to make you look like you've been headbutting a meat grinder.....yeah thanks machine remind me to smash you in next time i need a photo taken.
*the other reason is the announcer for the photo booth. when you go in you want to look inconspicuous but no....the announcer is all like "YOU HAVE 3 ATTEMPTS TO TAKE THE PHOTO" blah blah. i'm literally here thinking "i'm having my photo taken...i'm not fucking deaf at a football game halfway across the pitch from you. way to make me look like a complete twat infront of the store" as was the case because when i got out the whole store was looking at me.....i hate that *_*
so the moral of the blog today is NEVER USE PHOTO BOOTHS!! they secretly have a vendetta against you and are determined to make you look like a plastic without her war paint on (in other words....fucking gross)
Tuesday, 22 September 2009
interesting day!!
today i have been ill and have therefore had the day off college which is good but i was supposed to do coursework and kinda sat down and watched films all day (not so good....)....i suppose i can pass it off as media homework that i was "studying the plots of films".
On the plus side though i have found another awesome song!! Its called "breaking the sky" by a russian guitarist called Mischenko Jin and it literally has one of the best endings i have ever heard :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7tWP08ipWGY
thats the link to the song. Its one of those songs which makes me want to learn electric guitar (which i'm planning to soon) and if i do this is the 1st real song i will learn (i dont consider stuff like "green day" real music to play guitar on because its the same damn chords OVER AND OVER!!! honestly wheres the fun in that?). also i played a little piano today (some of pachabels canon), i played the canon because the left hand is so easy and you can literally improvise anything over the left hand and it will sound good. another song i played on the piano (well learning to but its FUCKING HARD!!!!) is chocolate rain. the piano part is really funky to listen to but is also difficult to learn. i hope to learn it before i get the electric guitar.
Oh yeah about my friend.....nothing happened but meh thats life you just gotta move on.
wow i really like to put myself down how depressing
*grabs shotgun and aims for head*
just kidding i'm not Kurt cobain i can make decent music.
Tomorrow i'm going to finally going to get a form for my provisional driving licence (which is also gonna be my proof of ID) so i can finally get driving lessons and a car!!!!!!!
*pictures me driving around in a flash convertable.....then realizes that i'm dreaming ¬_¬*
anyway add me to stalk me and if i know you i'll do the same!!!
On the plus side though i have found another awesome song!! Its called "breaking the sky" by a russian guitarist called Mischenko Jin and it literally has one of the best endings i have ever heard :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7tWP08ipWGY
thats the link to the song. Its one of those songs which makes me want to learn electric guitar (which i'm planning to soon) and if i do this is the 1st real song i will learn (i dont consider stuff like "green day" real music to play guitar on because its the same damn chords OVER AND OVER!!! honestly wheres the fun in that?). also i played a little piano today (some of pachabels canon), i played the canon because the left hand is so easy and you can literally improvise anything over the left hand and it will sound good. another song i played on the piano (well learning to but its FUCKING HARD!!!!) is chocolate rain. the piano part is really funky to listen to but is also difficult to learn. i hope to learn it before i get the electric guitar.
Oh yeah about my friend.....nothing happened but meh thats life you just gotta move on.
wow i really like to put myself down how depressing
*grabs shotgun and aims for head*
just kidding i'm not Kurt cobain i can make decent music.
Tomorrow i'm going to finally going to get a form for my provisional driving licence (which is also gonna be my proof of ID) so i can finally get driving lessons and a car!!!!!!!
*pictures me driving around in a flash convertable.....then realizes that i'm dreaming ¬_¬*
anyway add me to stalk me and if i know you i'll do the same!!!
Monday, 21 September 2009
1st blog? better be good (it wont be)
well because i'm lazy and its like midnight i spose i'll see what i can do....if there's any spelling problems deal with it you grammar nazi go eat a dictionary or letterbomb someone.
Yeah my names Conor and i found out this site from a friend....am i literally supposed to write down anything thats in my head cuz at the moment its machinehead :
HAAAAALLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!
alright done i don't want to deafen you ^_^.
yeah i am ill.....its sad but true (metallica reference) and it sucks big time. but hell if i recover i spose it'll be cool. i mean its only like a cold & something and my olbas oil bong thing can sort that out fine. AAAAnyway i should be doing graphic art but i'm not because i'm typing this out. eh i'll do it afterwards.
2nd year at college so far is going well but theres an idiot in my chemistry called Dominic who i don't like because he wears suits EVERYDAY and he also won't shut up. it's like he's a walking mouth. But anyway the rest of my chemistry class (who are awesome btw) don't seem to like him either which is a plus. All of my other classes are pretty decent too and so i'm chuffed about that. Hopefull the college year will be better than last year because i'm not going to be a lazy bastard.
Anyway onto one last thing (cuz i'm tired and need to do this art-graphics) its about my best friend kayla. She's an awesome friend (with a weird sense of humour but yeah) but she's unhappy at the moment and i don't like that because it puts me down too =/ i just want whats best for her so yeah i'll see what i can do.its a shame she hates being single because it makes things awkward.....i'm starting to wonder if i consider her a friend or something else.................
MEEEEEH i'm rambling and its late =O
whatever comment and so on and follow me so you get to stalk me online =3
ciao
Yeah my names Conor and i found out this site from a friend....am i literally supposed to write down anything thats in my head cuz at the moment its machinehead :
HAAAAALLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!
alright done i don't want to deafen you ^_^.
yeah i am ill.....its sad but true (metallica reference) and it sucks big time. but hell if i recover i spose it'll be cool. i mean its only like a cold & something and my olbas oil bong thing can sort that out fine. AAAAnyway i should be doing graphic art but i'm not because i'm typing this out. eh i'll do it afterwards.
2nd year at college so far is going well but theres an idiot in my chemistry called Dominic who i don't like because he wears suits EVERYDAY and he also won't shut up. it's like he's a walking mouth. But anyway the rest of my chemistry class (who are awesome btw) don't seem to like him either which is a plus. All of my other classes are pretty decent too and so i'm chuffed about that. Hopefull the college year will be better than last year because i'm not going to be a lazy bastard.
Anyway onto one last thing (cuz i'm tired and need to do this art-graphics) its about my best friend kayla. She's an awesome friend (with a weird sense of humour but yeah) but she's unhappy at the moment and i don't like that because it puts me down too =/ i just want whats best for her so yeah i'll see what i can do.its a shame she hates being single because it makes things awkward.....i'm starting to wonder if i consider her a friend or something else.................
MEEEEEH i'm rambling and its late =O
whatever comment and so on and follow me so you get to stalk me online =3
ciao
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